urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666 Ave Ave 2007-02-09T18:21:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:2934 2007-02-09T18:21:27Z 2007-02-09T18:21:27Z Viva La Bam team song.. Today has been so boring :/..I didn't go to school, couse I didn't want to, and it was just too cold outside lol<br />Now Im talking to one friend, he was so drunk last night and he can't remember anything :D..Poor guy :)<br />Anyway..Tarvo will gome tomorrow..Wiiieee:P Can't wait :P<br /><br />Take care. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:2798 2006-11-18T10:35:25Z 2006-11-18T10:35:25Z Viimasel ajal on ikka jube igav olnud kuigi vahel koolis on nalja ka saanud..<br />Tegelikult oleks küll mida teha aga no ma ise olen ka ikka jube igav inimene..lihtsalt ei viitsi.<br />Peaks kirja kirjutama aga seda ka ei viitis, ..Tarvo juba kindlasti ootab..vaeseke..peab veel vist ootama ..<br />Ma tegelt vist hakkangi talle varsti kirjutama ..aga sellega on veel aega küll, täna pänen kirja posti ja küll ta siis selle kätte kunagi saab.<br /><br />Koristama pean ka hakkama, siis panen ka oma uued HIMi postrid seina peale..siiamaani pole veel sedagi teinud..uskumatu:/..aga jah täna teen selle igaljuhul ära:P<br />..Aa ja siis muidugi raamat ju:/ Kurat.."Tõde ja õigus" on kuidagi vaja läbi lugeda..siis poleks ju sellest midagi kui seal fucking 1000000 lehekülge poleks, aga seal just on 1000000 lehekülge:/<br /><br />Okay ma ei viitis enam..jube igav ikka :/<br /><br />Nägemist .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:2343 2006-06-23T09:06:20Z 2006-06-23T09:07:57Z From childhood's hour I have not been<br />As others were; I have not seen<br />As others saw; I could not bring<br />My passions from a common spring.<br />From the same source I have not taken<br />My sorrow; I could not awaken<br />My heart to joy at the same tone;<br />And all I loved, I loved alone.<br />Then-in my childhood, in the dawn<br />Of a most stormy life-was drawn<br />From every depth of good and ill<br />The mystery which binds me still...<br />And the cloud that took the from<br />(When the rest of Heaven was blue)<br />Of a demon in my view.<br /><br /><br /> EDGAR ALLAN POE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:2123 2006-06-19T11:54:11Z 2006-06-19T11:54:11Z I read Malin's fiction before. It was my favourite so far(a)<br />Specially that part, when they were in Sweden ..<br />It was just so fucking Good..and of course sad. But that makes the story so brilliant:P..<br />I like drama..<br /><br />I'm not gonna be home tonight:/<br /><br />Bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:1965 2006-06-17T08:38:24Z 2006-06-17T08:38:54Z Worse day of my life .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:1589 2006-06-13T12:45:49Z 2006-06-13T12:45:49Z About Me Personality Quiz <br /><br /><br />What is your name?: Ave<br />How old are you?: 16<br />When is your Birthday?: January 27th <br />What is your zodiac sign?: aquarius<br />Where were you born?: Viljandi <br />Where do you live now?: Ramsi <br />What color eyes do you have?: green<br />What color hair do you have?: light brown but dyed black<br />How tall are you?: umm..162cm<br />How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): Don't know <br />What is your race?: white <br />What is your worst fear?: To be lonely. <br />Do you smoke?: yeah <br />Do you drink?: sometimes<br />Do you cuss?: always <br />Do you use drugs?: no <br />Have you ever or will you ever steal?: yeah <br />Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes <br />Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no <br />Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: I have my ears pierced..<br />If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Don't know<br />Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Yeah <br />If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: I really don't know..I think I just wanna fall a sleep and never wake up again..<br />Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: No<br />Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: once <br />What subculture do you belong too?: *-) <br />Are you evil?: not usually <br />Do you believe that you can be possesed?: maybe <br />Are you a paranoid person?: I don't think so(a)<br />Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: Yeah <br />Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: About some things <br />Are you a violent person?: not usually<br />Do you take your anger out on other people?: yeah<br />Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: No <br />What is your favorite game?: I don't have it.<br />What is your favorite movie?: Edward scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas..<br />Who is your favorite band?: HIM <br />What is your favorite song?: And Love Said No - HIM <br />What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: Rock Sound, Rolling Stone( in library:$)<br />What is your favorite color?: Black <br />What is your favorite food?: McDonalds :$<br />What is your favorite drink?: Coca cola <br />Do you own a pari of converse?: Of course <br />Do you own a pair of dickies?: Nope <br />Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: No<br />Are you a virgin?: .... <br />Are you kinky?: Well... <br />Do you like biting?:hmm.. <br />Do you masturbate?: ... <br />Do you watch pornography?: hell yeah XD..okay..sometimes <br />Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: No <br />Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: no <br />Are you hyper active person?: no <br />Are you religious?: no <br />Do you have any self inflicted scars?: of course <br />Does pain turn you on?: dunno<br />Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Yes I do.<br />Do you like meeting new people?: Not always.<br />What do you like most about life?: I think my life is gonna go much better when I can go away from here :P<br />What do you dislike most about life?: That my granny lives here with us, life sucks right now:/<br />Do you believe in love at first fright?: uh?<br />Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: No <br />Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: ..no<br />Do you own a car?: No <br />Have you been to jail, yet?: Not yet <br />Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: Some <br />Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: no <br />Have you ever vomit while making out?: :D <br />Have you held a job for less than a day?: no<br />Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: yeah<br />Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: Yeah <br />Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: no <br />Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: no<br />Does the world piss you off?: right now?..yeah I hope it's gonna change urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:1352 2006-06-12T08:43:38Z 2006-06-12T08:44:30Z Yesterday I went outside with my bro and his friends.<br />I didn't want to but it was the best thing I could to after fighting with my granny:/<br />She always thinks that everything I do is wrong. And it just makes me sad.<br /><br />It was so nice talking to Malin so long. I wished I could stay a wake longer. My mum didn't let me :(<br />When it was time to go. Malin sent me one Hug "smile" .<br />It was so real. I could almost feel it(a).<br /><br />I saw a dream. It was just like I tought:)<br /><br />Take Care(K) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:1255 2006-06-10T11:01:35Z 2006-06-10T11:01:35Z Yesterday I was outside with my brother and his friends..<br />My brother likes Viva La Bam, too. So we talked about that. His friends don't like it::/..They didn't understand anything we talked about:D<br /><br />It was pretty late when I came home. Everybody was in msn, like always.<br /><br /> Anyway..I saw a dream. There was Malin, Ville, Bam and myself. We where in Helsinki or that's what I think we where:P We just walked in the middle of Helsinki and talked about everything and we had a great time.<br />It was the best dream I have ever had:)<br />I didn't want to wake up:D<br /><br /> An hour ago one of my old friend came here and said thet she wanna be my friend again. She never cared about me and asked how I was going.<br />It was very hard for me, so I don't think I wanna be her friend anymore.<br />I don't wanna get hurt again. And I know, that she never gonna change, she is, what she is and that's how it's gonna be forever.<br /><br />Take Care<br />Bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:814 2006-06-08T20:59:59Z 2006-06-08T20:59:59Z I just watched the documentery of Metallica:D<br />It was crazy. They ware crazy:P<br />Oh fuck..and now my guinea big make so much noise:/It driveing me mad..uhh<br />She's like always hungry..<br /><br />Anyway..I gotta go now.<br />I have an exam tomorrow, it's gonna be hard:/<br />Bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:646 2006-06-08T12:48:47Z 2006-06-08T12:48:47Z HIM YEEEE!!!<br />I'm so happy right now.<br />Finally Malin had got my letter:P..Again, it taked so long:/ It's long way from Estonia to Sweden.<br />And, she liked the poster I sent:D That's good.<br />I hope she will like the movie too:P<br /><br />I gotta go now. I have to study something. I have another exam tomorrow.<br />And this time it's gonna be mathematics:/..I hate it..<br /><br />Bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:autcu666:365 2006-06-08T12:27:21Z 2006-06-08T12:27:21Z Children Of Bodom - Are You Dead Yet? Today I went to Viljandi, couse I wanted to buy a magazine, called Rock Sound. I tought, that there was an interview with HIM. Anyway, I did bought that but there wasn't any interview with HIM:/<br />There was just one tiny picture and a very little story.<br /><br />I'm disappointed now.<br /><br />Anyway, bye!